I’m slowly straying away from this tumblr psychobabble bullshit. So I’m gna take a little break, cus like.. distance makes the heart grow fonder.
Now, I have more important things to attend to. I’ll see you later. <3.
Life seems so dull right now. Nothing seems interesting and I always find myself dreading to get out of bed. I have no idea where this is coming from but I sure as hell want it to change.
Fuck my life.
I always forget that my boyfriend had a life before I came into the picture, and vice versa. And it’s always so interesting hearing stories of when he was younger (because I had always felt that I’ve been knowing him forever).
As each year passes by, I dread the holiday festivites more and more. I’m not even eagered to be around family and have that great connection we had when I was a little girl. Now a days, things are different. We’re all growing apart, and we do our own thing. We beef with each other and talk shit behind each others back. It’s so stupid and unnecessary. You’d figure the holidays would bring the family together and put the bullshit aside to enjoy it with the people you “love.” That shit doesn’t even apply to us anymore.
I’m not even looking forward to Christmas or New Years, I doubt I’ll be even showing my face. That’s how serious it is.
